 I just want to share to all my blog readers(if there are any.hehe) about the happiness I'm currently experiencing with my love life. I am in a relationship with this guy whom I never thought would become a part of my life. I had an encounter with this guy during our class in Finance and I hated him so much because he did not actually showed up during our reporting day,because we we're group mates that time. And he was a total stranger for me those times. I really scolded him and cursed him for what he done the moment he showed up the next day. The next semester came and I never got a clue that I will be going to share the same room for the next five months of our lives. It was our class in Corporate Social Responsibility. I never thought that as time passed by, my feelings for this guy will detour to another route. The route of liking and eventually.. loving him. He was sitting in front of me, so I always had a glimpsed of his existence that actually disturbed my focus on listening with our discussions. From simple hellos to brief talks up to the moment he started to get along with our group. I continued my concealed feelings for him, for I know that its not proper for girls to show up interests with the guy they like. Which is actually the hardest part of being a girl hehe. From the ktv bonding moments up to the eating sessions, I always have that hidden agenda on my mind about him. I secretly stared at him and even studied his moves. My world seems to die the moment I thought that this guy do likes my best friend. Im so much trying to be ok and that I never showed up any hurt feelings or bitterness towards my bestfriend because I know, in the first place that...I don't own him. I tried to show up happiness for my bestfriend but I really cannot control the aches inside of me.. So there I was, crying. Weeks passed by and I started to exchanged texts with this guy. From afternoon texts till dawn. I really enjoyed his company. Plus the fact that he's always there to listen even to the most nonsense words I might say. I cannot totally explain the whole incident but it all appeared to me like a thunder. hehehe and I hope it will not disappear too just like a thunder. I am happy with him. And on the 30th of November, will be our hundredth day. I know for some that this is just a common love, a same old story wherein the end will always come. I DONT CARE. Yes, I do have my fears and traumas. But its always a good thing to trust once again. Because its always by trying that we all learn and find out the answer. I promise to myself that I will really take good care of this love.. Of this relationship with this man. No matter what it takes, I always believe in the miracles of LOVE. +MIRACLES ARE FROM GOD+ i.l.ov.e.y.o.u. s.a.n.t.i.a.g.o .b.a.l.i.u.ag. III _ngit082209_ |
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