LotZ-noOk

THANK YOU SO MUCH MY LORD..
for this day and for everyday.
thank you for my family.
thank you for my given-talents and wisdom.
thank you for my capability to love and share it with others.
thank you for my boyfriend.
thank you for allowing me to breath once more.
thank you for hearing my prayers.
thank you for giving strength each time i needed it the most.
thank you for the patience.
thank you for the courage to go on with every struggles.
thank you for the positivity i bear in every negativity that occurs.
thank you for the answers.
thank you for carrying me through.
thank you Lord for the good grades i got this sem, although those grades are not that high enough but atleast its not that bad.
thank you for the understanding i bear.
thank you for my friends.
thank you for dudz' family.
thank you for allowing our path to meet.
thank you for my sisters.
thank you for my mom and dad.
thank you for the trials, coz i always believe i can make it always with YOU.
thank you for the forgiveness.

THANK YOU LORD GOD FOR THIS LIFE!!!!
YOU ARE THE GREATEST OF ALL.
ILOVEYOU SOOOOO MUCH. :)

((i am so happy, because i have been praying that dudz and i will not get any failing grades for this sem. and we didnt really get any. prayers are really powerful. as powerful as your heart and mind could ever believe. so keep on walking with HIM).

ngit_082209

I can't really explain why I soOo much like Peter Pan, so as his fairy tale adventure.
I always loved to watch his story over and over again and I'd rather choose to hear his fairy tale books than any other tales in the world. Its just that his story has a magical effect on me. It mesmerizes me every time I hear about Peter Pan flying to Neverland with his Wendy and also with the company of Tinkerbell (the tiny-pretty- fairy in the story).
I've really got a huge crush with Peter Pan, and if you'd ask me whose character I want to portray in the story, well its not Wendy nor Captain Hook, but its TINKERBELL.
I even can't explain furtherly why, but its just that I like his character so well.
She's cute and a kind of "maldita" hehehe..
That inspite of her "maldita" character she's still been loved by Peter Pan. But the sad part of Tinkerbell's story is that Peter Pan and her will never really become one, I mean that no love story will ever grow between them because Peter Pan loves somebody else and that is Wendy..

I am just wonderin', is the guy I have right now will be the man I will have for the rest of my life?
Or this will just be a fairy tale that will soon end? (''_

I have been harsh with him for these past weeks, and I dont know why. Maybe because its just another mood swings in me. And I just hope he gets to understand me everytime I am having my mood swings. I hope he will never get tired of loving me no matter what personality I have. I tell you guys, this is the first time that I have been acting so harsh with my boyfriend. I used to be a sweet girlfriend before and getting jealous is not really included in my character. But what is it with me now that made me jealous when he comes nearer with this another girl??
I actually trust him but I just can't control my emotions whenever I feel jealous.
Just like Tinkerbell, I hope i can sooner manage my temper.

But I hope I won't be like Tinkerbell, whose love for PeterPan will never get a chance.
I hope that what I have now with Santi is a love story worth keeping and worth fighting. There's no right one when the real one comes along. And as they say, love stories lasts forever by being the right one for the person you choose to love.
:)

ngit_082209

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"it's the good girls who keep diaries,
the bad girls never have the time."

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crazy for this girl by EVAN AND JARON

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