 I thought love was just a mirage of the mind, it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find. But the day I met you, I began to see, that love is real, and exists in me. :) _dudz_ Thursday, August 20, 2009  im really not ok. i wish i could make myself better, i wish i could cast a spell onto my self and allow that spell to vanish the confusions and sadness i have inside. im not over reacting, its just that ..im sad! i feel so sick.. of everything. i wanna cry out so desperately or to sing out loud the pains inside. i wanna run on to a perfect friend who can understand what i feel and who would intently listen to me in every anguish and weariness i might explode. i love him!! and it seems so vague. i dont know if he feels the same way or is it just a mere "friendship" for him. i hate her! because she keeps on telling lies to me. she keeps on creating stories just to attract the listeners. and i dont know what to do! i dont know how to approach her and tell her that i hate how she betrays me. i hate this sickness! i wanna get well and stand up again with confidence. i dont want people to talk about my sickness. i hate going home! same issues are being talked about. and i felt ignored. i feel sooo tired of everything. of caring so much about certain issues, i hate it! it stresses me up. i hate confusions! i just wanna laugh out loud and wake up each day with a better reason and purpose. i want to live a simple life, a life without issues. i want to do the things i want to do without the judgments of other people. i dont want fame, i dont want popularity or whatsoever. i want TRUE FRIENDSHIP! TRUE LOVE! help me God. please. Sunday, August 2, 2009 It is my friends who made the story of my life. In a thousand ways they have turned my limitations into beautiful privileges and enabled me to walk serene and happy in the shadow casted by my deprivation. My friends are my oasis, encouraging me to go on. They are essential to my well-being. Thank you for everything. I could never afford to lose any of you. "Only friendship leave footprints in our hearts." I love these creatures. our differences made our friendship unique. I really feel that "I belong" with them. :)    |
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