 im really not ok. i wish i could make myself better, i wish i could cast a spell onto my self and allow that spell to vanish the confusions and sadness i have inside. im not over reacting, its just that ..im sad! i feel so sick.. of everything. i wanna cry out so desperately or to sing out loud the pains inside. i wanna run on to a perfect friend who can understand what i feel and who would intently listen to me in every anguish and weariness i might explode. i love him!! and it seems so vague. i dont know if he feels the same way or is it just a mere "friendship" for him. i hate her! because she keeps on telling lies to me. she keeps on creating stories just to attract the listeners. and i dont know what to do! i dont know how to approach her and tell her that i hate how she betrays me. i hate this sickness! i wanna get well and stand up again with confidence. i dont want people to talk about my sickness. i hate going home! same issues are being talked about. and i felt ignored. i feel sooo tired of everything. of caring so much about certain issues, i hate it! it stresses me up. i hate confusions! i just wanna laugh out loud and wake up each day with a better reason and purpose. i want to live a simple life, a life without issues. i want to do the things i want to do without the judgments of other people. i dont want fame, i dont want popularity or whatsoever. i want TRUE FRIENDSHIP! TRUE LOVE! help me God. please. |
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