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FIASCO- (n.) A complete or ridiculous failure of any pretentious undertaking.

Admit it, we are all scared of failing. And as much as possible, we really do our best to avoid it and aim in excelling at all times.

Yes I am one of those who are afraid of downfalls. I always wanted to be appreciated, to be the best in the field I am taking, to look... perfect, to be viewed as a person with substance. I hated being degraded and being conceived as "stupid".

But you really cannot predict fate and what we are really doing in the present affects or determines the future.
If we choose to become lazy at present, eventually tomorrow will never be that brighter as you expect it to be. But if you embark on being industrious now, you will SOON harvest the fruits of you labor.

Because of confusions, I choose to be idle. Unlike others who are willing to go on and adapt easily from the changes around. And that idleness drowned me, making me feel pre-occupied of the thought that... "nothing will still happen".

So what do everyone expected: I was in the middle of my fiasco. The road I was walking seemed so vague. The judgments of other people is an added reason of choosing to hide from reality. I hated the wicked words and the degrading thoughts being thrown upon.

But actually, it did not take long for me to ponder and realized on things.
GOD really do loves me, by putting wonderful people in my life.
As I go along, the fiasco that I was expereincing turned out to be the motivator within me to help myself to live once again.
Strength and courage were just around, it was I who ignored it.
Opening my mind from these instances gave me the chance of breathing LIFE once more.
Of UNDERSTANDING life.
Of ACCEPTING life.
And of living it to the fullest.
I learned to understand the waves of life, its ups and downs, its twists and turns.
I learned to appreciate more the essence of this gift and to learn to love myself even more.

Yes I experienced all of those.
My faith became stronger.
And with it, fiasco's didn't frighten me anymore.
But it does not mean that I love experiencing failures, its just that I learned how to TRUST HIM. Trust Him with everything and anything.

As what Kuya Kim says: Ang buhay ay weather-weather lang. (saying this with a smile)

The one who allows himself to be drowned with uncertainties, is the one who eventually looses the battle.

Learn to stand up, fight and trust the Creator.
And one day, you will really be amaze of how you have went through all the struggles of your life.
What matters most in the end is how you learn and accept things and eventually decided to continued the journey.

**BE HAPPY**

☺bLithe☺

"it's the good girls who keep diaries,
the bad girls never have the time."

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