 tomorrow? is it really the day i've been waiting for?! i cant hardly believe it. its getting nearer. *sigh!* im not excited.im just nervous! as in! its like my heart is pumping out. im nervous because...im scared! scared he might not be the same person i used to know. scared he might tell me something that would end up everything. especially these feelings that keeps on bothering me every now and then. my entire waiting moment taught me to be patient and hopeful.especially taught me te be brave.brave enough to handle such consequences. i got my phone and checked it out if his phone is on. and fortunately, it was ringing. so i texted him and sadly, ive got no reply. ive got a lot of questions.and again, questions that bother me.same issues just like before. i try so hard to look at every brighter side of these dark situations. and evry time i do, i usually end up with a shattered heart and hope. ive got no clue on what will really happen. all i know is that im bounded with each others love and promises. that sooner, he'll still be the same guy i used to love and who loves me in return. that very same guy who promises one thing, that "he'll come back to me". marriage is a girl's greatest dream. and i am one of those girls who loves to reach that thought someday. being with the guy you dreamed of having..for the rest of your life..nothing beats that feeling. everytime i ended up my relationship with someone, i always and really look forward for a new beginning.and in every hope of starting a life again, i silently pray that i'd finally meet him along the way. People do really get tired.tired of handling pains.if that's waht it takes to be truly brave, i'd prefer to be weak.weak enough to be cuddled by someone. weak enough to be held by someone.weak enough to accepted by that one. than to be strong and acually really don't own anyone.. [i wrote this one when the moment my boyfriend and i will see each other again.that time, i really am trapped in the melancholy. but the moment we get the chance to see each other again, all i wrote here proved me wrong.and i am so happy that we are getting stronger.. ^^,) |
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