LotZ-noOk

Just last Saturday, September 29, 2007, I wasn't really feeling well.
I'm suffering from colds and flew and my head was quite aching because of "over-sleeping" hehe. I just really doesn't know what to do and I really get bored that time. I turned the television on, then turned it off again, went back to my room, read, stop reading, stuffs like that. I really doesn't know what to do at that time. I even kept on changing my cellphone casing.I wanted to text my other friends but I don't have any cellphone load at all.
Around 6 pm, my mother was cooking dinner for us and she told me to buy "paminta". So, I hurried on and I even got my coin purse and spent my last penny for a cellphone load. Even though its not really necessary to reload, still I did. Around 8 pm, somebody missed call me. And at that time, I was on my bedroom and was about to take a rest. I texted the unknown number and asked who he is. Immediately the recipient replied and said "Lot, vanjo ni..pwede ka mka return call dri..Mghulat ko, pwde karon daun? ", those were the exact words he typed in, hehe. Upon reading that message, I really over reacted. I don't know if its really true or was it just another foolish stuff bein' played over by some people who are really crazy. But beyond that, I believe it's him. The way he texts and the letter L which is always been in capital form is really his style of texting. I believe its him, BUT I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE IT! (hehe did you get what I mean?!).I never expected that he'll text me on that day. I was running to my sister and let her read the text message and she too can't believe in it. I was crying.Crying for joy and other unexplainable feelings I felt within me.My hands were even shaking when I was making my reply to that message telling him to wait for a while because I'll be purchasing another load to be able to make a return call.Because my load at that time is only for text purposes (you know the GAANTEXT10 haha).
Thanks to my friend ASHBURY and even to my cousin ATE RACHEL for providing me the load I needed. Because during those time, I really can't afford a load because I've already spent all my money.
And finally, I was able to hear his voice.
Vanjo's voice.The one I love. The one that I've been longing to be here with me again. VAN JOSHUA FLORES. ='p
Unexplainable feelings, mixed emotions, UNEXPECTED moment of the day. But indeed, one of the happiest.
We talked for about 8 minutes and within that span of time, I let him feel how much I love him and how much I'm willing to still wait for him and vice versa =').After the call, we even got the chance to exchange messages.Just few text messages.But those messages are enough for me to be truly happy.
He's assuring me over and over again that he'll come back to me.And I'm really glad about that assurances. ='p
It really soothes me.

I so much love that man. Being together with each other might be impossible but that will never really be a reason for me to forget him and just throw away the promises I left him.

I love vanjoshua flores. ='p
And that day, gives me enough strength to wait for him.

(for those who doesn't know, vanjoshua flores is my boyfriend and is now having his 4-year-training at Phil.National Police Academy, Camp Mariano Silang Cavite. It's his first year of training there and first years are called as "PLEBES" or "PLEBO" and are not allowed to use cellphones and its really seldom for them to communicate with their loved-ones.)

hehehe pasagdi na lng ko people huh, sa mga makabasa ani na entry, over react lng jud ata ko but Im really happy.. huhu

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