 "if the farthest star can still be seen twinkling in the night sky, then that would simply means, dreams can still come true no matter how far you are from it." that thought came into my mind one night when i went outside our house to get something. =') the splendored night sky which captured my eyes and even my thoughts for that moment put me into something that i've been longing to do. "to shift to my dream course and pursue my real dream. DREAMS in life! to put all my fantasies to reality." ='p it didn't sound that easy at first, but something within me is overpowering my desire. my friend once asked me : "what you picture-out of yourself in the future? just a simple picture of what you imagine about your carreer in the next years." then, i paused for a while and answered him. "A newscaster! ", "its been my dream since i was a kid." from that question, the journey in my life decides to change its route and from that answer i gave, a novice existed. with hopes that she will be able to fight for it till the end. none of the people in this world can fully, trully define how i feel everyday. my sufferings, pains, longingness, emptiness, sorrows, happiness, laughters and dreams. maybe some of them can define but that definition can only occupy 1/4 of my real definition. (who cares 'bout that silly definition) ='p i always look around, but haven't even thought that i was just glancing. i always listen to myself, but realized that i never dare to understand. i came to a journey, but so foolish not to notice i wasnt able to pack up my "needed" things. and that i was walking, walking with eyes shut off. i've been trudging anaive life at all before. i wasn not able to be so sure about everything before. but then, my failures thought me how to be brave to handle situations. possible deadly situations that might drag me down. i know, dealing with our life is not that easy. but when we learn to llok at the bright side of all things, we'll be able to reach to the point, where fantasies will lead its way to reality. i admit i'm not yet that strong. but the urge of fighting is within me. its only you that can decide on what to do with your life. and no one loses the battle when you always step forward and do what you ought to do rightly.. =') |
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