LotZ-noOk

28th day of the month.
a special day for us.
just like lovers do, celebrating their months.
but i guess, ours is different from them.
others do celebrate it- TOGETHER!!
i have lots of emotions when this day of the month arrives.

sadness.
the thought of him being far from me makes me weak.
where the only thing that can make me smile are those memories we once had.

those times we held each other's hand.
chatting. the times we spent chatting as if there will be no tomorrows.
silly jokes we both throw. that even the most corny joke can still tickle us.
those times we ate together.
and those moments of our existence that we learned how to dream.
and put it all to reality some day.
it makes me sad.
because i missed him terribly.

but somehow,
happiness within me is pouring down.
its because i know he'll be coming back.
i do trust him.

and no one can ever understand why i love him like this.
and no one can ever understand me why I've been acting like this.

distance may separate us.
communication might be impossible for now.
but the love we have won't truly break us.
with this affair,
i start to believe with what the quote says,
"distance makes the heart grows ponder."

his absence for sometime makes me long for him even more.
allows me to value him truly.
and gives me strength to do the wait.

I'll go for it.
as long as he'll be in the end of that long wait.

i.love.you.

with all honesty.
with all sincerity..

sooner.
we'll be spending everyday of our lives..
together..

☺bLithe☺

"it's the good girls who keep diaries,
the bad girls never have the time."

blah! ☺

imeem .
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crazy for this girl by EVAN AND JARON

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